the sweater

I had to rip out the first 2 inches of the sweater.... it was entirely too big, despite a swatch and careful (i thought) figuring.
it's ok tho as i didnt really like the handspun i was using in the ribbing. i have indeed done revisions to the pattern, even
tho i thought i wanted to just follow a pattern. cannot figure out just why i am doing so much dithering and have so much
indecision with this sweater..... it is not, after all, THE sweater of the millennium. it's just a cardigan. the special thing about
it is the commercial yarn..... which is wonderful and soft. so, am i freaking out over purchased yarn? well, i didnt think so,
but maybe i am. too late to think about it tonight anyway. tomorrow.....